Anywhere But Home é o primeiro CD/DVD ao vivo do Evanescence, gravado em Paris, 2004.
Lançamento: 22/11/2004
Gravado em: 25/05/2004 – Le Zénith, Paris
Duração: 61:31 (CD) | 102:00 (DVD)
Gravadora: Wind-up Records
Produtor: James O’Brien, Amy Lee, Dave Fortman (Missing)
Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can’t find what keeps me here When all this time I’ve been so hollow inside I know you’re still thereWatching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won’t let you pull me downHunting you I can smell you alive Your heart pounding in my headWatching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me Watching me |
Now I will tell you what I’ve done for you Fifty thousand tears I’ve cried Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you And you still won’t hear me Don’t want your hand This time I’ll save myself Maybe I’ll wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I’d reached the bottom I’m dying againI’m going under Drowning in you I’m falling forever I’ve got to break through I’m going underBlurring and stirring the truth and the lies So I don’t know what’s real and what’s not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can’t trust myself anymore I’m dying againSo go on and scream Scream at me I’m so far away I won’t be broken again [again] I’ve got to breathe I can’t keep going under |
You don’t remember me but I remember you I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you But who can decide what they dream? And dream I doI believe in you I’ll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live, to breathe You’re taking over meHave you forgotten all I know And all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you And touched my hand I knew you loved me, thenI look in the mirror and see your face If I look deep enough So many things inside that are just like you are taking over |
Perfect by nature Icons of self indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world thatNever was and never will be Have you no shame? Don’t you see me? You know you’ve got everybody fooledLook here she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder Oh, how we love you No flaws when you’re pretending But now I know sheNever was and never will be You don’t know how you’ve betrayed me And somehow you’ve got everybody fooledWithout the mask where will you hide? Can’t find yourself lost in your lieI know the truth now I know who you are And I don’t love you anymoreNever was and never will be You’re not real and you can’t save me And somehow now you’re everybody’s fool |
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on gonna put you on the ground, ground, groundWhy are you trying to make fun of me? You think its funny? What the fuck you think its doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of meAll, all my hate cannot be bound I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screamingThumbing through the pages of my fantasies Im above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And Ill pull the trigger and youre down, down, downAll my friends are gone, they died They all screamed and cried Gonna take you down |
Hold on to me love You know I can’t stay long All I wanted to say was I love you and I’m not afraid Can you hear me? Can you feel me in your arms?Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet raptured light? It ends here tonightI’ll miss the winter A world of fragile things Look for me in the white forest Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) I know you hear me I can taste it in your tearsClosing your eyes to disappear You pray your dreams will leave you here But still you wake and know the truth No one’s thereSay goodnight Don’t be afraid Calling me Calling me as you fade to black |
I took their smiles and I made them mine I sold my soul just to hide the light And now I see what I really am A thief, a whore, and a liarI run to you (and run away from this town) Call out your name (giving up, giving in) I see you there (still you are) Farther awayI’m numb to you Numb and deaf and blind You give me all but the reason why I reach but I feel only air at night Not you, not love, just nothingTried to forget you but without you I feel nothing Don’t leave me here by myself I can’t breathe |
I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long That I’ve come to believe my soul’s on the other side All the little pieces falling shatter Shards of me too sharp to put back togetherToo small to matter But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces If I try to touch herAnd I bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe no moreTake a breath and I try to draw from my spirit’s well Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child Oh! lie to me, convince me that I’ve been sick forever And all of this will make sense when I get better But I know the difference |
I’m so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave ‘Cause your presence still lingers here And it won’t leave me aloneThese wounds won’t seem to heal This pain is just too real There’s just too much that time cannot eraseWhen you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of meYou used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I’m bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone |
How can you see into my eyes like open doors Leading you down into my core Where I’ve become so numb Without a soul My spirit sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home(Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I’ve becomeNow that I know what I’m without You can’t just leave me Breathe into me and make me real Bring me to life Frozen inside without your touch All of this time I can’t believe I couldn’t see I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside |
I tried to kill the pain But only brought more (so much more) I lay dying And I’m pouring crimson regret and betrayalI’m dying Praying Bleeding And screaming Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation Do you remember me? I want to die My wounds cry for the grave Return to our salvation |
Paper flowers Paper flowersI linger in the doorway Of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops as they’re falling tell a storyIn my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (paper flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (paper flowers) Don’t say I’m out of touch Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming |
Catch me as I fall Say you’re here and it’s all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one’s here and I fall into myself This truth drives me into madness I know I can stop the pain If I will it all away If I will it all awayDon’t turn away (don’t give in to the pain) Don’t try to hide (though they’re screaming your name) Don’t close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don’t turn out the light (never sleep, never die)I’m frightened by what I see But somehow I know That there’s much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be blinded by tears I can stop the pain If I will it all away If I will it all away Fallen angels at my feet Servatis a periculum |
Can you stop the fire? (please) Can you stand to fight her? (please) You can’t stop the fire (please) You won’t say the words (please)Please, please forgive me But I won’t be home again Maybe someday you’ll look up And barely conscious you’ll say to no one Isn’t something missing? You won’t cry for my absence, I know Even though I’m the sacrifice Please, please forgive me Even though I’m the sacrifice And if I bleed, I’ll bleed |
- Amy Lee: vocais e piano
- Terry Balsamo: guitarra
- Will Boyd: baixo
- Rocky Gray: bateria
- John LeCompt: guitarra e vocais em Bring Me To Life
Assista ao DVD Legendado
A comunidade de fãs do Evanescence, de língua nativa inglesa, se mobilizou para fazer a legenda de todo o DVD. O Immortal Essence foi o primeiro a disponibilizar, em 2005, a tradução de todas as falas, que você pode ver sincronizadas a seguir.
Singles
Curiosidades
O show foi gravado em 25 de maio de 2004 em Le Zénith de Paris. Existem duas versões, a DVD/CD e a CD/DVD (mais rara), diferentes pelo tipo de caixinha onde vêm as mídias. O conteúdo do CD é composto do áudio do show e de uma faixa bônus, Missing. Ela é uma gravação de estúdio, diferente da versão demo gravada em 2001/2002. O conteúdo do DVD é composto do show, dos quatro clipes oficiais do álbum Fallen e da área Behind The Scenes, mostrando os bastidores da primeira turnê mundial do Evanescence. A faixa cover do Korn, Thoughtless, levou a um processo de US$ 57.000,00 na época, pois Travis Skin, ao comprar o DVD para sua filha, alegou que o encarte não alertava ao conteúdo explicíto das letras.
Há uma apresentação escondida no DVD: na tela do Main Menu, ao posicionar sobre a opção Behind The Scenes, basta clicar duas vezes para a esquerda e o símbolo do Evanescence aparecerá ao lado. O vídeo escondido se trata de uma apresentação da música Bring Me To Life no Neon Graveyard, Las Vegas, exibido no Billboard Music Awards em 2003.